Saturday, December 6, 2014

If You're Going To San Francisco


My heart was heavy from being away from home, but I was also very grateful to have the opportunity to be on a bus ride down the west coast. It's something I had always imagined, but now, it was reality. Our first stop was Portland and that's where I met "Rafael." I'm sure that's probably not his name, but that's the alias he gave me. He's the guy who told me he was also going to the game, and that the Niners were going to "beat the ass!" I laughed it off and tried to remember that it was the season, no it's always the season, to be good to one another.

Despite his obvious declaration of love for the Seahawks chief rival, I wanted to see if I could end up befriending someone clad in Red & Gold on this trip. Was it possible? I didn't say much to Rafael until we were deep in Oregon. I spent most of the time talking to the woman next to me, Ariel. We talked about the state of the world and uncertainty of the future. Social media's hold over people, human beings turned zombies by the addition of a phone to their arsenal. What was happening around us? Meanwhile, Rafael was passed out in the two seats across from us.

Rafael was an interesting character. He looked like Mike Iupati but said he was of Nicaraguan descent. He said he was a line cook at a restaurant in Seattle, and that explained his injuries on his arms. He was making the trip back home to San Francisco to spend time with his family for Thanksgiving, as well as check out the game at Levi's that night. He almost left his phone charging as he boarded the bus out of Portland. A woman told me about it, thinking it was mine, but when I got there I saw that it was his. In retrospect, would anything that ending up happening have happened if he didn't have his phone? How different would life be right now if I hadn't have given him that phone?

Not only that, but he took an extended bathroom break during the bus' layover in Eugene, and almost got left behind, if not for me telling him to hurry up and alerting the driver to him still being in the bathroom. Should I have just left him there? It didn't seem right at all at the moment, and that's what I went with. That feeling in my gut. I knew something was off about him, but I wanted to believe in the ability of the human spirit to exceed my expectations, no matter the appearance from the outset.

If my mom were reading this, she'd tell me that life's a lot easier when you don't have any expectations of people. In fact, she just told me that again just the other night. It's not the first time she's made sure to tell me that either. And she's right. Sometimes in life, no, all the time in life, you've got to learn for yourself. I am no different from the rest of civilization in this regard. However, in this case, expectations are what led to me being disappointed.

The rest of the trip went pretty smoothly, for the most part. The drive through Oregon was perhaps one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my life. It's exactly how I had imagined it would be. The most amazing color sky during sunset, a color that I'm not sure if I've ever seen before. All I could think about though, was that I should have been witnessing this breathtaking beauty with my one true beauty, Laura. It was a bittersweet moment, but one that I'll always cherish no matter how it made me feel inside.



When we arrived at a rest stop in Circle Point, Oregon, Rafael informs me that his cousin has two extra tickets to the game on Thursday. I had told him about my quest earlier in the trip in passing, and as luck would have it, he and his family are big time believers in paying it forward. "That's pretty cool", I thought to myself, while still being leery as a New Yorker would be in the face of a possible con. He tells me that his cousin is going to India, so she won't be able to use the tickets. $100 was his asking price for the two tickets.

I could hardly believe my luck, nor should I have. Even Laura was skeptical once I told her the news. She knew that I wanted to see the good in people, but she warned me to be aware of what was going on. I'd follow my instinct I told her, and myself, and I was confident in myself in making a proper decision. Besides, I had had incredible fortune on all of my travels in the past, there was no reason not to believe that that would change.

Now, not only would I have my own ticket to the game at Levi's Stadium, but I'd have an extra one as a bonus. I was excited at the opportunity to give my ticket away to a fellow Seahawks fan who otherwise wouldn't have gone. It was perfect for Thanksgiving and exactly what I had hoped would happen on this trip. All I would need to do at that point was tailgate with some Niners fans before the game and my mission for the day would be complete. Couple that with a Seahawks win to cap off the night, and I could head back to the east coast a very happy and content man, despite having been alone for the holidays.

Rafael even felt bad for me. A Niners fan, who wanted me to tailgate with his family, as well as bring me a plate of food from his mother's house on Thanksgiving since I was so far away from home. I couldn't believe my luck. What are the odds that I would be sitting next to this guy on a Greyhound bus?

The rest of the trip was not without struggle. The lowlights were an impromptu layover in Redding, California because our driver for the final part of our trip's cab was late in picking him up. We waited an hour for this guy, and when he finally came, he made sure to make up for lost time by speeding every mile of the way.

There was also a horrendous 4 hour layover in Sacramento where I was stuck watching 8 consecutive replays of an NBA highlights show. The fine folks at Greyhound wouldn't change the channel, so I was subjected to watching Isaiah Thomas obsess over Steph Curry again and again. The one interesting thing that came of that was that I couldn't get over how weird it was to be watching Sacramento Kings highlights in Sacramento. That's something I'd never thought I'd do with my life that's now been accomplished. How is this supposed to make me feel?



I wake up Rafael as our bus to San Francisco is set to depart. In retrospect, a third opportunity to save myself from impending doom. However, I woke him up and made sure he boarded the bus. It's a quick but spectacular ride from Sacto to San Fran. Valleys, mountains, water, bridges, boats, you name it and you'll see it on this awesome drive. I'm listening to Robert Plant sing about Going to San Francisco and meeting gentle people there, and everything seems alright. As I watched that sun rise, I thought about all of the trials and tribulations that had already marked the 2014 season. Despite it all, everything was still going to be alright.

We finally reached 1st and Mission, 25 hours of Greyhound in the books. As always, it had it's typical Greyhound moments. The type of moments that make you question your sanity and make me appreciative of my ability to walk between worlds. The first thing I noticed once I stepped off of that bus was that the weather was a lot different. When I left Seattle, it was raining and probably 35 to 40 degrees, at most. Now, in California, it was hot enough to wear the first thing I did was take my jacket off and tie my Seahawks hoodie around my waist.

As we walk off the bus, something comes over me and tells me to speak up. "This isn't all just a Trojan Horse, is it?" "You're not just going to give me a fake ticket or rip me off, right?" He seems taken aback that I would even suggest such a thing were possible. He plays it off well and mentions that he just loves football, and that he wants to help out a true fan, no matter how much he hates the Seahawks or their fans. We continue onward, but I just had to ask. Obviously, if he were going to do such a thing, he'd never tell me, but I just had to let him know that I was thinking of the possibility. In hindsight, this is where I went wrong. I should have trusted my gut, like I almost always do.



People are looking at me sideways, and Rafael tells me that he doesn't want to be seen walking with me. I'm wearing my Marshawn Lynch jersey that Bart and his sister gave me last year, my Super Bowl Champions beanie, and a hoodie with the original colors and logo on it. Unlike last year though, everyone stayed quiet. There were no reckless or rude remarks, no. It was just a bunch of people who were upset but knew that they couldn't do anything about it because the NFC Championship Game burned a hole in their soul forever. They were not in a position to talk trash after the way their season had ended in January, at the hands of their rival.

And as awful as that memory is for them, it's just as great for me, and for the rest of the Seahawks fans populating this earth. I'll never forget that feeling, walking out of CenturyLink on that night. I was so happy and so proud at the same time. It was magical. I have no anger towards the 49ers or their fans any longer, because they were a part of one of my greatest sports memories, ever. I could only laugh to myself about the ownage and how it had all shaken out over the years. The days of Pete Carroll being unable to beat Jim Harbaugh were long forgotten, the new reality leaving people wondering if Jim Harbaugh would ever beat Pete Carroll the head coach of the 49ers again.

The Niners looked to be on the verge of a meltdown, while the Seahawks were suddenly trending upward. That'll happen when you beat the 9-1, division leaders soundly at home, limiting them to only 3 points. That'll happen when guys like Bobby Wagner and Kam Chancellor come back from injury, finally healthy as the stretch run looms in the distance. That'll happen when you've got a man like Earl Thomas, a true warrior and leader and the man with probably the biggest heart in the game, making sure that his team regains it's love for the game.

As we walk through downtown to get to his cousin's place to get the tickets and give her the cash, I reiterate to Rafael that the 49ers don't scare me. Despite having had a decent run of success in the past few weeks, their level of play was actually quite poor and their offense in particular was looking suspect. He doesn't seem to care, as he continues forward through the heart of downtown San Francisco. We finally reach our destination, and he tells me that he needs the cash. I hand him the $100 without hesitation, and proceed to wait across the street for him.

He reappears a few moments later, and assures me that the email confirmation is being sent by his cousin as we speak. I'm grateful for his help, so I offer to take him out for breakfast as a thank you. We stop at a Taqueria and grab a burrito and a quesadilla, respectively, and it doesn't take long to realize that the food is absolutely delicious and authentic. It was on par with anything I've had back in New York City, including the cart that used to be on 74th Street and Roosevelt Avenue in Jackson Heights, Queens. Words can't do this chorizo and swiss quesadilla justice, and I must stop before my mouth starts to water and my brain gets distracted.

With some absolutely heavenly Mexican food in our bellies, we set our sights towards exploring the city. First, we make a quick stop at the Westfield Mall. I tell Rafael that I haven't gotten my confirmation email yet. He makes a quick phone call and assures me that, after speaking with his cousin, things were straight and that I'd be getting the email soon. He then rushes off and tells me that he'll be back in 30 minutes, he was meeting his aunt at the mall and he'd be right back. Now, I began to worry.

In my heart of heart's, I knew right away that I had been had. As the hours passed by, and the phone calls went unanswered, I knew that I wouldn't be getting those tickets and that I wouldn't be getting my money back either. Luckily, despite now being short on cash, I wasn't hard on luck. I still had a place to stay for the night, and luckily, it wasn't in San Francisco. I hopped on the BART and made my way to the hometown of one of the Seahawks finest, Marshawn Lynch. 19th Street in Oakland was my destination, and a few minutes after getting off the train, I was greeted by my girlfriend's best friend, Bryn.

Bryn was feeling like a champion after passing the BAR, so I joined her and her roommate Paul, on a journey to a bar near Berkeley. Free House is the name and it's honestly got one of the more unique setup's that I've ever seen. We join some of Bryn and Paul's friends and I thoroughly enjoy being able to witness their happiness after passing the BAR. I knew that feeling, I had felt it just this past February, and I was searching for it yet again.

On the way back home, we call Rafael from Paul's phone and he picks up! It appears we caught him off guard, and he scrambles for answers when I ask about the whereabouts of not only the tickets, but his whereabouts as well. He says that his cousin will be getting off of work any minute now, and that she'd send it to me immediately once she gets home. He says to call him in the morning if not. I hang up, and although Bryn remains optimistic, Paul and I both know that that wasn't good and that I'm never seeing the tickets or my money again. Now it's a fact.

We make it back to their place and although I'm down, I am not broken. I remain optimistic, despite then realizing that I had also lost a bag of my chargers in San Francisco. That was the least of my worries at the moment. I had gone 2 months without a phone last season, a few days would be nothing and I actually enjoyed the liberation of not having a phone. Bryn also had some chargers just in case. The focus remained on the ticket and making it to the game the next day.

I was telling Juan, my Packers fan friend who came to Seattle for the season opener, about the entire incident and he immediately sprung into action. Without even asking, Juan had sent me some cash to make sure that I got to the game the next day. I wouldn't have to worry at night, or have a sleepless night worrying about my fate or my impending doom. Juan had my back. So did Bryn and Paul.

This affirmed my belief that I am a very lucky man, surrounded by the greatest, most genuine and cool people on the earth. I know everyone probably says that, but I might have irrefutable evidence. I had a place to stay, friends to hang out with, and friends back home looking out for me as well. I couldn't ask for much more, other than being with my lady. Even then, I knew that she was having a great time with her family, probably enjoying the first snow of the year. Thanksgiving started to take on a new meaning, and I started to focus on what it was all about, rather than tickets, getting scammed, and all that other stuff. That's what it had become, but I wasn't going to allow it to stay that way.

I woke up on Game Day/Thanksgiving and found a ticket in a Standing Room Only section for $95. I pulled the trigger immediately knowing that I likely wasn't going to get a better deal, and that I needed to think wisely in terms of the ticket I selected. As long as I was in the stadium, I didn't care where I was.

There was salmon for breakfast to honor the Pacific Northwest and the Seahawks, then farewell to Bryn and Paul and their entourage, who were headed to Sacramento. I got back on the BART at 19th St headed to Fremont. I said goodbye to Marshawn's hometown, but not before passing by the Black Hole. The Coliseum is decaying and looks run down from the outside, but it is still a classic stadium. It was pretty cool to see it right outside the train window after having seen it on television for all of these years.

I'm thinking it's a good omen when the driver of the bus I transfer to tells me he's a Seahawks fan. He looks around suspiciously and speaks in a humble voice when telling me, as if not wanting anyone in Niners country to find out. Oh they'd be appalled and horrified if they found out that a city employee was actually a Seahawks fan. "GO Hawks!" is our rallying cry as we part ways. I head for my train, the final step of my journey from Oakland to Santa Clara.

It's on the platform that I meet Rey. It's Rey's first day of work at Levi's Stadium and he had to take a Thanksgiving shift because it was the only one available. He's determined to do whatever it takes to provide for himself and his family, even if that means working on Thanksgiving. It really put what I was there for in perspective.

Rey is actually a New York Giants fan, and can't stand the 49ers. He tells me that he hopes the Seahawks pound them! We talk old school Giants football for a bit on the brief ride to Levi's, and my conversation with Rey helped me realize that sometimes there's just a bad apple in a group and that's life. Rafael wasn't picking up his phone, and no ticket came by way of e-mail. I had gotten conned. However, it was important that I didn't lose faith in humanity.

It seems that the universe was intent on helping me not lose faith. After scarfing down my Thanksgiving meal, an overpriced burger from Carl's Jr., I set my sights to the parking lots around the stadium to find my fellow Seahawks fans. After all that had gone down in such a short period of time, it was nice to finally be able to focus on football and the game at hand.

It didn't take too long to find pockets of blue and green amongst the sea of red humanity. They were scarce, but there definitely was a presence. One group in particular stands out to me, so I head in their direction. It's the Northern California Seahawkers, and they're having a joint tailgate with a group of Niners fans! This was exactly what I had envisioned when I was on the bus. There were people talking trash to one another, but it was all friendly and fun. I couldn't believe my eyes, Seahawks fans and 49ers fans celebrating as one.



Last year, at the tailgate outside of Candlestick, I saw a few acts of human decency and even a Seahawks fan sharing cookies with some Niners fans, but nothing like this. I don't know whether it was the Thanksgiving spirit or if these were the nicest Niners fans on the planet, but whatever it was, it was a way better vibe than the game last year. I meet the President of the Nor Cal Seahawkers, Tod. He goes by the nickname of 'PhotoHawk', and true to his name, he's got his camera around his neck. You can tell he's dedicated to his craft, as he waits for the wind to pick up just so that he can get a shot of a 12th Man Flag waving in the distance.

It was an excellent group of people that gathered in Blue lot A that day. One woman tells me the story of how her mother had passed away before the NFC Championship Game last January. The healing that the game provided for this woman and her loved ones was something that she'll never forget, and now I'll never forget, for the rest of our lives.

Fittingly enough, after my Thanksgiving meal at Carl's Jr., I meet a man named Carl and his father-in-law. They left the family behind in Washington state for the day, a friend's offer of two tickets in section 111 along with a free hotel stay as well was too much for them to pass up. They flew in earlier that morning and were slated to head back home the next day. Some might say that these gentlemen don't have their priorities in life straight. I'd say, those people don't know how to live spontaneously or how to have fun.

The three of us chat for a few hours before the two men decide that they're going to head towards the stadium soon. Having seen Seahawks fans and Niners fans alike coexist, I was content with what I had seen at the tailgate. I decide to go with them, as they offer to let me leave my bag in their hotel lobby. I had an 11 pm flight immediately after the game, so I needed to be able to take off right after the game ended to grab my stuff real quick and hit the road.

After our quick pitstop at the Hyatt, the three of us head towards Levi's Stadium in unison. We make it through security, where we meet the nicest stadium security guy of all-time. He sees our Seahawks gear and asks to take a picture with all of us. We oblige and our newly formed motley crew poses for a pregame picture with our newfound acquaintance.



Good vibes, among other things, are in the air and as we enter the stadium, Carl and his father-in-law tell me to come sit with them in section 111. I agree with this notion, so I head with them towards their seats for pregame warmups. While the stadium usher is distracted by Carl and his father-in-law, I sneak behind them and down towards some empty seats in the section. Some of the players start jogging on to the field a short time after our arrival, and it's apparent to me that these will be the best seats I've ever sat in in my life. If I don't get kicked out of the section, of course.

The three of us sit and marvel at the location of their friend's seats. Right down on the ground, just off the 30 yard line, and on the Seahawks sideline too! I couldn't help but feel that this was karma's way of softening the blow of being scammed by Rafael. Rafael was the last thing on my mind at this point, as Russell Wilson and the rest of the offense take the field and start practicing their plays. The team looks sharp and determined, as they quickly give it one last walkthrough before an absolutely massive matchup with their biggest rivals.

Levi's Stadium is a fairly nice stadium. A foghorn sounds, alerting fans in nearby parking lots that it's one hour until kickoff and time for them to make their way to the game. Levi's won't blow you away, but it's a clean and crisp looking design with good sight lines and a definite "new" feel to it. After hearing about the lack of atmosphere in the building though, I decided that I'd wait until the game got going before I made any final judgments on the place. It was almost game time now, and the stadium was still almost half empty.



Finally, the moment we had all waited for was here. We were all maniacs for leaving our family's and loved ones behind to check out a football game on Thanksgiving, but it wasn't just any old football game, no. It was 'Hawks vs. Niners, with both teams walking in at 7-4 on the season and needing a win to keep playoff hopes alive. It was the first meeting between the two teams for the season, and the bad blood was sure to pick up where it had left off in Seattle last January.

The fans boo as the Seahawks are introduced on to the field. Between all of the booing, you can hear some sparse cheering from the Seahawks fans in attendance. It's a decent turn out from the 12th Man, considering that it was Thanksgiving and that we were deep in enemy territory. That did not seem to deter anybody. Not only were they present, but they were making noise as well, something that I didn't see in Candlestick last year. Mostly due to the fear of being shanked on the spot by some Niner fan/gangbanger.

The crowd is now in a frenzy after all of the pyro and theatrics from the 49ers player introductions. It was officially game time. After everything that had transpired during this trip, it was great to finally get to watch the game. Even better, the person who's seat I was sitting in in Section 111 hadn't shown up yet. I was good to watch the start of the game from close range. The Seahawks win the coin toss and elect to kick, shades of last season all over again.



Steven Hauschka's foot hits the pigskin and sends it flying into the air, and with that, the game was finally underway. It doesn't take long to realize that the Seahawks defense is still riding high from their performance against the Cardinals just 4 days earlier. Kam Chancellor pounds Michael Crabtree into the turf on the game's second play from scrimmage, and Crabtree is slow to get up. In fact, he can't get up and the trainers rush onto the field to assess his injury. You don't want to see anyone get hurt, but the tone had been set and the Seahawks were here to kick behind and take names later.

The Seahawks defense tightens and forces the 49ers to punt. This sets off a string of possessions where both teams offenses can't quite get things going. The team's trade punts on each of their first 2 offensive possessions, until the Niners are faced with 3rd and 8 from their own 30 yard line. Colin Kaepernick drops back and looks right and appears to lock on to Brandon Lloyd, the author of some amazing one-handed catches in his day. Kaepernick shows off his rifle for an arm, but finds the wrong man. Instead of finding Brandon Lloyd, his pass takes off on him and lands right in the thankful, waiting arms of Richard Sherman.



49ers fans groan in disgust, as public enemy #1 fires the first shot of the game. The Seahawks now had the ball in Niners territory to start their next possession, and they made Kaepernick and company pay for their mistake. After a key defensive holding call on 3rd and 7 kept things alive for the 'Hawks offense, Hustle Wilson finds Doug E. Fresh for a huge 24 yard gain. This sets up the Seahawks first touchdown of the day, and it would be their only one. Hustle hits Robert Turbin coming out of the backfield, and Bobby Turbo stumbles into the end zone for an early lead.

I can't help but think of a man who was wearing a Turbin authentic jersey in the parking lot before the game. I figured the man had to be a family member, as not many people go out and drop serious coin on #22 jerseys, yet. I'm thinking of how grateful he and his family probably are, having just gotten to see Robert score a rare touchdown up close and personal.

We celebrate in 111 until a late-arriving group of fans come to claim their seats. I had to move, but luckily there were some more opens seats in the row down below. My good luck for the evening was still in tact. The same can't be said for the Niners fan sitting next to me who absolutely hated me once he heard me cheering for the Seahawks. Normally, I'm reserved and well-behaved at Seahawks away games, but after everything that had happened to me in San Francisco the day earlier, I had to let loose. I was like a caged animal that had been released back in to the wi.d I was free at heart and didn't care what any Niners fan said around me. I was going to root for my team.

Luckily for Seahawks fans, there was a lot to cheer about. The defense continued to absolutely harass Kaepernick, Jim Harbaugh looking clueless on the jumbotron as he looked for answers. You get the feeling that the Seahawks won more than a game last January. They had broken their rivals spirits. Sure, the Niners were still hanging in there at 7-4, but they lacked the spark that they had had over the past few seasons en route to being one of the league's best teams. True, the same could be said about the Seahawks for the most part in 2014, but it appeared that the Cardinals game days earlier had brought out the positive energy that the team was sorely lacking.

With the Seahawks up 7-0 and the defense thriving, it was the offense's turn to again try and hit pay dirt. They nearly do just that, as Hustle Wilson somehow finds Tony Moeaki open on the sideline as everything goes to hell around Russell. Somehow, he's able to get the throw off and even more mysteriously, Moeaki is able to rumble down the sideline for 64 yards and an apparent touchdown! The play happens right in front of us, and we were amazed that no one got a hand on the big tight end from Iowa. However, he's ruled down at the 1 although we were positive that he stretched and reached the ball across the goal line before his knee was down. The Seahawks don't challenge, and get stuffed at the 1 and are forced to kick a field goal. Points left on the board, sure, but we were loving the 10-0 lead and it was still just the second quarter.



Earl Thomas flies around, Richard Sherman revs the team up, and Kam Chancellor continues to lay the boom. The Seahawks defense is like a well-oiled machine at this point, absolutely slaughtering the squad who called Santa Clara home. Michael Bennett and Cliff Avril continue to cause constant pressure, and Kaepernick never really has the protection needed to make the Seahawks pay. Once again, Vernon Davis is invisible. All of those hits dished out by Kam Chancellor over the years seem to have taken their toll on the gifted athlete from the University of Maryland. You just knew that whoever won the NFC Championship last season would "own" their rival and that things might go downhill for the other team a bit. It was just amazing to witness the fallout in person.

Hausch Money keeps adding chip shot field goals, and the Seahawks first half lead stretches to 13-0. What happened next was one of the coolest things I've ever seen happen on a football field during a Seattle Seahawks game. Jon Ryan comes on for a punt up 13, but drops the snap! Somehow, no one on the 49ers special teams unit notices, and the one guy who does can't get to Ryan before Ryan is able to recover and boot the ball downfield. It's a great punt considering the circumstances, and all the time it took for Ryan to recover and get the punt off allows for Ricardo Lockette and the Seahawks special teams unit to fly down the field.

Lockette absolutely drills Perrish Cox, who fumbles the ball immediately after the devastating hit. Luckily for Seattle, O'Brien Schofield jumps on the ball and the Seahawks somehow regain possession. It was a play that defied logic, a play that you'd have to see in order to believe. This wasn't an episode of the Twilight Zone though, this was real life. And in this life, the Seahawks were just abusing their rivals in their own stadium on Thanksgiving. Nothing comes of the Seahawks ensuing drive, and the 49ers manage to piss of their fans even more with a futile effort to end the half. It was halftime, the Seahawks leading Santa Clara by the score of 13-0.

There's a brutal halftime performance from some one-hit wonder going on in the background, but I'm too busy talking with Carl and his pops about what an amazing first half we just witnessed! We agree that the Seahawks shouldn't have any problem putting away the lifeless Niners, and that if things kept up like this, I'd be able to leave the game early without feeling like a bad fan in order to catch my flight. Thankfully, I had booked a flight out of San Jose airport, which was only 11 miles away from the stadium. I never leave games early, but if the Seahawks were rolling, I wasn't going about to miss the 11th annual Turkey Bowl that my friends and I were slated to play the next day in Flushing, Queens.

Darrell Bevell saw to it that I would be able to make it to my flight on time. He called a masterful game throughout, but the second half saw the Seahawks content to milk the clock away, while adding field goals to supplement their already strong lead. It's a bevy of runs and quick passes that Bevell dials up to keep the pressure on San Francisco, and the Seahawks march down the field easily on their opening drive. A lot of that probably had to do with the fact that half of the stadium was still empty from fans using the restrooms and concessions at the half. This lack of atmosphere was perfect for the Seahawks offense and Hustle Wilson. Hustle finds Paul Richardson on a 7 yard pass for his first career NFL touchdown, but the refs flag Robert Turbin for offensive pass interference. The touchdown comes off the board and I immediately start getting flashbacks from the Redskins game earlier in the season in DC. The refs didn't want this one getting out of hand on national television. At least not this early.



The Seahawks are forced to settle for another Steven Hausckha field goal as their lead jumps to 16-0 in the third quarter. You couldn't have dreamed up a better scenario if you were a Seahawks fan, except for maybe trading a few of those field goals for touchdowns, but such is life. The Seahawks defense was playing so lights out, that the missed opportunities hardly seemed to matter at all. Finally, however, on the 49ers next drive they are able to march the ball down the field to score some points. Unfortunately for the red and gold faithful, they're drive falls apart and they're forced to settle for their own field goal from veteran kicker Phil Dawson. Whenever I hear the name Phil Dawson, I immediately think of Red Bryant blocking 2 kicks against the Browns and the Seahawks still losing with Charlie Whitehurst at QB and Marshawn Lynch not playing due to back injuries.

Memories of a Leon Washington punt return called back on an awful call dance around in my head. Years ago, they would have tortured me, but with a Super Bowl trophy already in the display case just a few short years later, it wasn't so bad anymore. The same could not be said for 49ers fans, who were witnessing and living an all-too-real nightmare. Richard Sherman and the big bad Seahawks were in town, and they were ruining what was supposed to be a memorable Thanksgiving.

The Seahawks salt away some more clock on their next possession, as the game enters the 4th quarter with the Seahawks leading 16-3. The game is breezing by, which works for me with my postgame flight and all. Hustle Wilson continues to amaze, as even Niners fans around me can't help but gush over his ability and calmness on the field. The two gentlemen sitting behind me are class acts, and the three of us talk football both new and old-school as they admit that their team looks lifeless and pathetic under the bright lights.

Hauschka adds another field goal, and the place empties out. Fans head for the exits in attempt to beat the awful traffic that awaits them outside. This allows me to sit in front of Carl and his father-in-law again, and the three of us watch in glee as the Seahawks continue to make it look so easy. The highlight of our night, however, must have been the man sitting 2 rows behind us. I swear that I sat next to this man last season at Candlestick, I only remember because it was as if he was saying the same exact quotes from a year earlier.

He's in his 60's probably, and he sits with his young grandson, who is roughly 5 years old or so. After every play, he complains about the Seahawks, Pete Carroll, and what a bunch of dirty cheaters they are! "They're a disgusting team with a disgusting coach!" "They cheat on every play!" "He's mugging him, he deserves to be suspended!" Those are just some of the things that this man spewed. I found his antics to be absolutely hilarious, and I'd retort back "good example of being a graceful loser you're setting for your grandson. I'm sure he'll grow up to admit defeat, be humble, and accept responsibility for things in life."

Our hilarious back-and-forth continues before the Niners fans who haven't fled the stadium interject. Except, they aren't on his side, no. Instead, they tell the elder man to quit it with the whining and sore losing. After all, we were in Whiner country. Apparently, this was no country for whiny old men.

Even he was sent to the exists early, as Santa Clara's favorite person, Richard Sherman comes through with another interception of Kaepernick! If it wasn't over already, now it was! With the Seahawks up 19-3 with 7:04 to go in the game, I was confident that I could leave the stadium to try and make it to my flight on time. I knew that there'd be no late-game heroics, or an epic collapse from the Seahawks. They were playing absolutely lights out and that wasn't about to change in the final 7 minutes of the game with a 16 point lead. I bid farewell to my newfound friends, and make my way to the exits.



I sprint through the area around the stadium, and back to the Hyatt. I pick up my bag from the hotel lobby, tip the bell boy, and ask him where I can find a cab. He tells me to head back towards the Carl's Jr., and that that was my best bet. I follow his advice and sprint back in that direction, high-fiving and chatting with Seahawks fans along the way. There's some hateful comments being thrown at me from those draped in red and gold too, but that's to be expected after such a humiliating defeat at the hands of your biggest foe who now officially owns you, your stadium, your quarterback, and your coach. The worst part for Niners fans? They all knew it was true!

I'm waiting patiently on a cab line that looks like it'll never end, when I finally decide that enough is enough. No more mister nice guy! I run up the block to the corner, and cut off the cab line that had been waiting patiently. I didn't even care that I was being "that guy", I had to catch my flight. A cabbie pulls over and picks me up, as the crowd behind me begins to hurl obscenities and other pleasantries in our direction. The cabbie pulls a U-turn, almost getting sideswiped by a limo in the process, as the two drivers have words. Cooler heads prevail and we were on our way.

The cab driver was actually a really cool dude. We had a great conversation about life, society, and the Golden State Warriors. He tells me that he's glad the Seahawks whooped on the Niners. He's a Raiders fan and can't stand the frontrunner nature of many Niners fans who began crawling out of the woodwork once Jim Harbaugh revived their franchise after a decade of futility. It's an extremely quick ride to the San Jose airport from Levi's, and before I have time to realize, we've reached my destination. I thank the man, wish him a Happy Thanksgiving, and head in to the airport.

It's practically deserted and I'm one of three people going through security. A far cry from the insanity that I surely would have encountered had I flown out of SFO. Everything had worked out picture perfectly, except for getting scammed. Still, the Seahawks went 2-0 against their biggest division rivals and following a Cardinals loss to the Falcons a few days later, their destiny was back in their own hands. Just the way we like it to be!

Not only were things all well and good with the Seahawks, but I was returning home and I was going to make it in time for the Turkey Bowl! My flight ended up being delayed for an hour, but I could hardly muster up the energy to care like some people were, as I was content with a great night and a great week. There were trials and tribulations, bouts with loneliness, and excellent memories in between. I was thankful that I made it home in one piece and that nothing terrible had happened to me over the holiday's. Sure, I had gotten ripped off, but in retrospect that situation could have been much worse.

The redeye landed at JFK at 8 in the morning the following day and I went straight to Flushing Meadows Park. My friends and I played our annual game of tackle football, and it was one of our better games in recent memory. The game was so good in fact, that we might even be doing a Tundra Bowl around Christmas time. The redeye cost me an extra $100, but it was a small price to pay to see my friends and keep the tradition alive. I wouldn't have missed it for the world.

I finished the whirlwind of a day off with a night shift at work and I knew that the Seahawks would be proud. Just like they were, I was pushing myself to my limits and grinding things out daily in the hope that all of the hard work would eventually pay off. Like the Seahawks, I had survived the worst and now it was time to thrive. Things were looking grim after a loss in Kansas City, but it turns out that that loss may have been the best thing to happen to us this season. We learned a lot about ourselves, I sure as hell did after 66 hours of travel on the bus, and I know the team did and the results since then reflect that.

John Schneider and Pete Carroll made some risky moves to attempt to save this team's season and it appeared that with each masterstroke of genius, they had succeeded in getting their team back on track. Gone was all the turmoil that the media had reported. In it's place, the feeling of love and thankfulness for one another that Earl Thomas felt this team was missing.

Speaking of love, the next stop on this whirlwind tour was the city of Brotherly Love. Philadelphia. The Eagles would present a tough challenge for sure, and a Chip Kelly/Pete Carroll showdown in the NFL was going to be one for the ages, but having seen the Seahawks performances over the past two games only confidence ran through my veins. The "RePete" that I had envisioned and never lost sight of, despite trails and tribulations, looked like a very real possibility once again. Thriving in Philadelphia would go a long way in achieving that ultimate goal. The key to thriving in Philadelphia, of course, would be my very own secret weapon!



Thursday, November 27, 2014

The Harder They Come


The week leading up to the Seahawks massive tilt with the division-leading Cardinals felt like it just flew by. Originally, my lady and I had hoped to make the trip out to Seattle together. It would have been her first time. We were going to stay at a friend's place in Oakland after the Cardinals game and check out the Thanksgiving game against the Niners before finally flying back home to the East Coast. The recurring theme of this season has been that things don't always go according to plan. This would be no different.

I was grateful for the job at the pickle stand, but it wasn't getting the job done. My inability to find a job that paid well enough to support my lifestyle, let alone the both of us, meant that my lady was making the ultimate sacrifice. She was going to stay behind while I got to go out West. All week while I worked, I thought that I didn't deserve this. I didn't deserve to go and have a good time while she missed out on all of the fun. Being the amazing woman that she is, she assured me that I needed to go, and that I couldn't get down. Things would be alright and there was always next year. That wasn't good enough for me.

As I made it to the airport on Sunday for my 6 AM flight from Newark to Detroit, I had come to terms with the fact that this might be the end of the glorious run that had started a year and a half earlier. I didn't care about making it to 30 games in a row. None of that stuff matters in life if you don't have anyone to share it with. Totally resigned to my fate, I was pleasantly surprised when my flight left 5 minutes early. I'd never been to Detroit before, and truth be told, I was only there for 48 minutes. I was cutting it close with a 48 minute layover, but it's all that I could afford.

In fact, I couldn't even afford it. The journey really should have ended earlier in the week. With two games in a four day span, it meant that I wasn't going to be able to make it back to NYC and work in between games like I normally do. I would have to stay out on the West Coast for the week. Flights around the holiday's aren't cheap. I was tapped out for cash, but yet again, I've been truly blessed to be surrounded by the amazing people that I call friends and loved ones. Especially you, babe.

All year long, I've gotten by on this journey through sheer luck, perseverance, and the generosity of those who I love. Laura, Glen, Cindy, Luis, Greg, Jazz, Juan, Margaret, Steve, Bart, Eli, Jordan, the Midwest Seahawkers... the list of those who have gone above and beyond the call of duty just to help me is extensive. Add three more names to the list. Mike, Darryl, and Matt. When they heard that I needed help, they reached out and gave me a lifeline. None of these selfless acts will ever be forgotten, they will all be repaid in many ways, and I've got a special place in my heart for all of them. It's amazing feeling when people join together as a collective to help you achieve a dream or goal that you're passionate about.

This wasn't the way I wanted any of this to go down. Last year was full of acts of generosity and kindness, which is why we came up with the phrase "Hawk it Forward." Still, I busted my tail at work and felt like I could look in the mirror at the end of the day and say to myself "earn everything" and truly believe it. This year, I looked in the mirror and I saw something else. I don't know what it was that I saw, but I didn't like it.

Perseverance is in my blood though. My parents have always been legendary fighters, battling life's many twists and turns and always making it through to the other side regardless of the odds. I've inherited that and there's no turning back now. The going had gotten tough with the Seahawks sitting at 6-4 after a tough loss in Kansas City, but the the grueling travel and devastating manner of defeat had taught me a lot about not only myself, but life. Everyone knows it's easy to be a part of something when things are going great but that the true test of character comes when things get tough. You hear that all the time, and you see people quoting cliche's like that all over the internet. It doesn't mean anything anymore, but it's still true. And you don't learn it until you learn it for yourself, first hand.

Granted, I had been through much worse in my life than a 6-4 season after winning a Super Bowl, but this was more about real life than the Seahawks. I had family in the hospital, loved ones I missed at home, life on the road was taking it's toll. In fact, I was very proud of the Seahawks 6-4 record despite all of the injuries, the brutal schedule, the miserably lopsided officiating in every game, the underperformance of key players and depth alike. They weren't dead yet, and that's all I could ask for. It made me think though. If they haven't given up, then why should I?

So, as I boarded that Delta plane from Detroit to Seattle, I thought instead about how fortunate I was. How lucky I was. Yeah, I'd be away from my loved ones on Thanksgiving, but I'd be learning the true meaning of Thanksgiving instead. A valuable life lesson that I'd never forget. When you've got nothing but the people around you, you start to realize what's really important in this life. Those same loved ones had afforded me the opportunity of a lifetime. They saw my vision and believed in my dream. I had to honor them by making the absolute most out of it.

Once I sat down, I saw how lucky I really was. That middle seat didn't seem so bad anymore. The woman next to me tells me about how she was scheduled to fly out the day before, but the airport was closed due to icy conditions. Luckily, with no time to spare at all, things cleared up in a 24 hour span. There were no delays, and within minutes, we were off to my home away from home.

Making the most of the opportunity meant staying true to myself and to tradition. I hadn't written about the Week 11 game at Kansas City, so I used the entire flight out West to write that and make sure that it was posted before game time. I truly believe that if I hadn't, and if I had just given up on it, that things would have turned out quite differently on this trip. The Seahawks still win, but would I have enjoyed it as much knowing that I wasn't able to deliver? We'll never know.

We'll never know because I did finish writing. The first thing I did when I landed at Sea-Tac was post the writeup. Then, I made my way downtown on the Light Rail. Once downtown, I can see that there's a different buzz in the air. It's not really different, in fact it's that familiar feeling that seemed to have left everybody. That playoff-type atmosphere that was so prevalent atevery game last season. A rush of confidence comes over me, as I start to imagine visions of Drew Stanton running for his life, making horrible decisions, and getting pounded into the turf by a Seahawks defense that promised to be hungrier than ever.

I get to Temple and I'm greeted by the usual suspects. I'm talking with Steve and his son's friend Tim, who I met in Arizona before the Cardinals game last year, when Matt shows up with two beers in his hand. He hands one to me and says hello. I'd be sitting with Matt in his seats on this odd, rainy yet sunny day. He didn't ask for a dime for that ticket, although he could have. He could have asked for many dimes. However, he had told me before Training Camp that he wanted to take me to a game, and he followed through with his word. An increasingly rare trait now a days, so to say that I was grateful is a bit of an understatement.

Todd, Dom, Jordan, Eli, they're all there. The topic of conversation shifts towards the game at hand. Such a huge game that could define the Seahawks season. We had all read the quotes heading into the game. Bruce Arians talking about how his team, while 9-1, hadn't accomplished anything yet. Seattle was the team that was defending Super Bowl champs. Then, you had Pete Carroll talking about how cool the opportunity at hand was. I love the way Pete speaks to the media. He's optimistic, positive, and upbeat and he treats the media with respect. Even if they don't deserve it most of the time.

With both coaches talking up the opposition, and with so much at stake, you knew that both teams were going to bring their A game. Matt and I brought ourselves to finally leave Temple and head to the game. We're waiting in line to get through security as the clock clicks ever closer towards game time. It's taking longer than usual, and as I turn away for a second to talk to another Seahawks fan, a man cuts me in line. I don't even notice, but Matt does. He stands up for me in the most diplomatic way possible, and eventually, the line cutter sees his point of view, apologizes, and there is peace in the air. It was pretty amazing, actually. Already knew that Matthew had excellent character, but this just further solidified that.

Hey Paulie, do you think we could get a few more security/bag checkers down by the North End Zone? Thanks. Once inside the CLink, the raucous atmosphere is music to our ears. We run to our seats, stopping at each lookout on every level on the way up to watch the upcoming play. Hauschka's kickoff is foolishly taken out of the end zone by Arizona, only to be blown up inside the 15 yard line. The crowd gets even crazier. Once the defense takes the field, it's apparent that these guys are locked in. The sort of defensive performance that was lacking for most of, if not all, season. The intensity, the fire, the passion, it's all on display on this opening defensive stand. The Cardinals are forced to punt, and you can see the defense feeding off the crowd's vibrant energy.


The offense takes the field and quickly gets to work, as pleasant surprise pickup Tony Moeaki is on the receiving end of a 17 yard pass from Hustle Wilson. Shortly after, Beast gets the train rolling with a 9 yard gain. The Cards Defensive Line showed it's mettle with a stuff on 2nd and short, but a third carry in a row for 'Shawn netted the Seahawks 4 yards and that was good for another Seahawks, first down! The drive would stall out at the Arizona 9 yard line though, as Beast couldn't quite get the extra yard, as he usually so often does, on 3rd down and 7. Seattle settles for a little bit of Hausch Money, as Steven bangs home the chippy from 27 yards out. Seattle 3, Arizona 0.

A big issue in this game was the officiating, and that was evident from the early going. On 2nd and 5 from the Arizona 28, Drew Stanton heaves up a prayer downfield to scintillating rookie sensation John Brown. The throw is a duck, and Byron Maxwell times his leap and defends the play cleanly. Or so it seemed. A flag comes flying in, and B Max gets tagged with a 39 yard pass interference penalty. The crowd is absolutely livid and more than a few obscenities can be heard echoing throughout the mob. It was an absolutely brutal call, and it gives the Cardinals excellent field position. Even Pete Carroll is giving the officials the business, even chasing down the sideline and giving the official a real piece of his mind.

Sometimes, the ball doesn't lie though. After the Seahawks defense continued to prove too stout for the Cardinal ground game and Drew Stanton, Chandler Catanzaro pushes a 49 yarder wide right, and the Seahawks remain on top 3-0. The crowd's salty mood from the horrid call just minutes earlier already a memory of the not-so-distant past. The ensuing Seahawks possession goes absolutely nowhere however, and after 2 of the 3 plays ran go for negative yardage, John Ryan comes in and gets off an absolute beauty of a punt. It's a 58 yarder that pins the Cardinals deep inside their own territory at the 10 yard line.
 
Once again, the Seahawks defense proved to ultimately be overwhelming for their weary visitors from the desert. The drive is highlighted by a sack by Jordan Hill, who uses Drew Stanton's jock strap to help take him down on a key 3rd down stop to force a punt. With my friends and I's annual Turkey Bowl on the horizon, I don't know how such a play would go over with my friends. There's been complaints after shirt grabbing and shirt neck stretching before, I highly doubt that everyone would be cool with a getting taken down by the jock. I must admit, I had never seen that before, and I actually didn't even notice that it happened when it happened live. 

Hustle Wilson wastes no time on the following Seahawks drive, hurling a 48 yarder on a broken coverage to Ricardo Lockette who was completely unguarded on the right side of the field. Hustle pulls the no-look pass, looking deep left before throwing it right to wide open Ricardo at the last possible second. In what was a recurring theme for the afternoon, Hustle takes a shot after releasing the ball, but he showed impressive toughness by standing in there and taking the hit while still keeping his eyes downfield. The quarter draws to a close with the good guys in front 3-0.

Arizona's defense continued to live up to it's lofty billing. 2 sacks in the red zone immediately after the teams switched sides putting a halt to the Seahawks hopes of finally punching it into the end zone. After the game in Kansas City, this appeared to be a consistent problem. Credit goes out to the Arizona defensive front though, their scheme and execution impressive from the view in 336. Hauschka drills another one from short range, this time from 32 yards out, as the 'Hawks push their lead to 6-0. Still, the crowd groans in frustration and laments the missed opportunities on offense already. Arizona's defense wasn't about to roll over and let the Seahawks into the end zone, and Seattle would need something special in order to create some distance on the scoreboard. The last thing you wanted was for the Cardinals to hang around and pull out a close one because the Seahawks couldn't close it out when they had the chance.


Thankfully, the Seahawks defense was intent on ruining Drew Stanton's day. Byron Maxwell is the lucky recipient of an interception donor from the Cardinal backup, and the Seahawks have absolutely fantastic field position to start their next drive. Matt and I, along with the rest of 336, jump and high five, yelling to the heavens like it was 2013. The fans in this section were great. They were in the game and making noise the entire game. However, besides a nice pitch and catch from Hustle to Kearse for 19, the Seahawks offense continues to be unable to contain the Arizona pass rush. The constant harassment of Mr. Wilson leads to the 'Hawks having to settle for another field goal, despite having started the drive at the Cardinal 48. Hausch Money continues to be as reliable as they come, his 52 yard boot officially making it a two possession game.

Although Matt and I breathe a sigh of relief, we're still concerned with the Seahawks lack of movement on offense. Hopefully it doesn't come back to haunt us. Not on the defense's watch, no. Not today. Yet another Cardinals drive is virtually non-existent and they are forced to punt, a 35 yarder from Drew Butler not being quite the result they were looking for. Once again, the Seahawks start at the 48, and once again they fail to move the ball down the field. Marshawn Lynch is being stymied by Calais Campbell and his wrecking crew up front, and the sacks continue in the passing game. A combination of poor design, late releases, and poor blocking conspiring to stall the Seahawks offense yet again. Only this time, Steven Hauschka's 49 yard attempt is blocked. It appears that momentum has shifted over to the visitor's sideline, as they celebrate a big play that helps keep the score 9-0.

And wouldn't you know it, the Cardinals finally start moving the ball after the block. Luckily they've got red zone issues of their own, or catching issues more specifically, as rookie wideout Jaron "I'm not John" Brown drops an easy touchdown pass without a defender near him to contest the throw. We'll take it though, especially against a division rival. Especially against a division rival as a matter of fact! Catanzaro comes on and drains a chip shot of his own. The rookie's 23 yarder makes it 9-3 with the end of the first half quickly approaching. Despite allowing the points, it feels like a win for the Seahawks D after getting away with the dropped touchdown. It took the Cardinals 15 plays to get within scoring range, and only coming away with 3 had to be disappointing, despite having made it a one score game again.


It's halftime and I'm on my way back to our seats from the restroom when I see a woman being removed by security. "You can't kick me out!", she yells, as stadium security clearly disobeys her wishes. She is kicking and flailing, as 3 or 4 guards are assigned to restrain her. The man she is with is not too far behind her, an army of security and police there to escort him to the rampway as he shouts "1,000 dollars down the drain because of you!" at the woman as the two are jettisoned to parts unknown. I reminisce for a minute about last season's Cardinals game, when it was one of my own friends that was the one getting tossed. That was a really weird day. I'll never forget it. Everything was off, from the play on the field to the vibe up in the stands. It didn't surprise me that the Seahawks lost on that day, it was perfectly fitting.

With that behind me, quite literally, I make it back just in time for the start of the second half. The teams trade punts to start the third quarter, however, it's quite the unfair trade as the Cardinals punt attempt is blocked by the other 'Shawn, DeShawn Shead! The only thing that could top this play that sends the CLink into a state of euphoria is the tackle that Cooper Helfet puts on the sorry Cardinals special teamer who picks up the block and tries to advance it down field. It's something in between a German Suplex and a Razor's Edge from my vantage point in 336, the little kid who loved wrestling in me brimming with excitement after a gargantuan slam. The ball flies out and Seattle takes over at the Arizona 24. Surely, this must be the chance to put this game away.

"Not so fast", says the Arizona defense. Once again, they proved too much for the Seahawks offense to handle up front. After a few meager gains, sandwiched around another false start penalty at home, Hausch trots back on for his 5th attempt of the day. Steven wasn't about to miss another one, or have it blocked, and he slots the 40 yard attempt through the uprights. It's 12-3, once again a two possession game, but once again a stalled drive from the offense when it would have been nice to seal the deal after a huge momentum shifting play on the blocked punt.

Still, there was no need to fear, because the Seahawks defense combined with the Cards not having Palmer or Fitz, meant no more points for Arizona. Drew Stanton continued to look inept, and after another Drew Butler punt, the Seahawks offense would finally engineer their first touchdown drive of the game.

The tight ends for Seattle were the standouts of the drive, and of the game, I thought. Russell was incredibly efficient, despite ultimately finishing the game having taken 7 sacks, but the tight end position showed incredible improvement. Moeaki showed that he's still a smooth receiver who has the ability to block in-line like he was in KC before the injuries began to mount, Willson threw some key blocks on some big plays while once again catching everything thrown his way, and Helfet, well Helfet might have had the best game out of all them. Not only did he have the monster tackle on special teams after the blocked punt just a bit earlier, but he would also be on the receiving end of a nifty 20 yard touchdown from Hustle Wilson. Textbook Seahawks football, play action, Wilson rolls right and finds an open Helfet who then follows the lead block of "Itula 2.0", Tony Moeaki right on in for six. His dive to cross the pylon a nice exclamation point to a sweet play.


The game wasn't in much doubt after that. Drew Stanton just wasn't inspiring any fear in anyone, and the Seahawks were playing with way too much confidence and desire. The return of Bobby Wagner and his immediate impact on the game and the middle of the Seahawks defense in particular can not be overstated. B Wagz negated the loss of Brandon Mebane, at least for a day, and Travian Robertson played well in Mebane's place in the snaps that I made sure to watch him closely. It was impressive to see Seattle's run defense recover so quickly having been gashed repeatedly by Jamaal Charles and company. Sure, Andre Ellington and the Cardinals OLine aren't adept at running between the tackles, but it was still a boost of confidence that Pete Carroll and Dan Quinn will gladly embrace. Hats off to Wagner for being sharp upon his return.

The 4th quarter rolls around and by now, the Seahawks have cemented their dominance over their divisional foes. Matt and I continue to watch on as the Cardinals struggle to muster up anything closely resembling offensive production. The Seahawks ultimately seal the deal with an outstanding final drive to chew up the remaining 6 minutes and 53 seconds of clock. The game clock strikes zero's, and the Cardinals trot back to their locker room. Meanwhile, the crowd roars in appreciation of an outstanding performance from the home team. The players run to the locker room excitedly, and deservedly so, as General Manager John Schneider waits to congratulate his team once they walk through those locker room doors. The synergy, camaraderie, and togetherness that appeared to be just off this season look like they're making a comeback. Players are smiling and having fun. It's said that winning cures everything, this stands to be exhibit A.

Matt and I exit the stadium and walk past Blue Thunder giving the fans a final performance for the day. We head to Temple and meet with Jordan and his friends and the lot of us discuss an outstanding defensive performance and what it means for the team moving forward. Eventually, we head our separate ways, as I thank Matt for everything one last before he heads home on his own journey. I join Jordan and his buddies in their quest to Beacon Hill, as we grab a beer and munch on some popcorn. Things aren't perfect in Seahawks land, but the win against the Cardinals meant a lot for the team and it's fans moving forward. To not only beat your 9-1 division-leading rivals, but to smack the soul out of them in the process, that feels great!


We head back to Jordan's and call it a night. I've got my customary spot on the couch that I've occupied numerous times over the past year and a half, for which I'm deeply thankful for. The next day, we just chilled. It was nice being able to play some Madden, grab some excellent Mexican food, and watch an NFL game that I wasn't heavily invested in for a change. Watching Justin Forsett tear up the Saints was great to see, as I always had a soft-spot for that guy when he was with Seattle. Temple's empty for the game, but it's a nice spot to sit, relax, and reflect. I also purchase a bus ticket to San Francisco from Seattle while I'm there. It would be leaving the following morning and arriving in San Francisco the day after that. 25 hours in the Greyhound world, once again. It had become a recurring theme.

I woke up the next morning and walked from Beacon Hill to the Greyhound station near CenturyLink. It's raining, and the rain picks up it's intensity as I continue on my trek to be with the dregs of society. Who knows, maybe people thought I was one of those dregs when they see me riding the bus with them? It's a nice, early morning walk that only takes a half hour but has much more of a lasting effect on me, as I get to see the Seattle morning commute with my own eyes. I walk across a bridge that overlooks a Seattle highway, cars backed up and stuck in neutral, the morning traffic crunch seemingly in full swing.

I get to the Greyhound, pick up my ticket at will call, and make my way on to the bus. The TV's are littered with images of riots, destruction, and anarchy in Ferguson, Missouri. Despite the wild images, I try to keep my mind focused on the task at hand. I was in my own little world, on a mission that most don't understand or even care to understand. And I was okay with that. Understanding is one of the key virtues in life, even when we can't comprehend or disagree with something.

As our bus was set for departure, I thought about what was in the offing. Thanksgiving Day against the Niners in Santa Clara. You couldn't have scripted this any better if you were the NFL. Both teams standing at 7-4, a huge turning point game that could decide the bitter rivals' future. I figured there would be the usual hostility and bad blood between the fan bases, but I didn't want to let that influence me as a person or what I believe in. I wanted to reach out to Niners fans on Thanksgiving. Maybe even tailgate with them. We were enemies in the stadium and on the field, but that didn't meant that we couldn't respect one another as brothers and sisters of this world outside of it or off of it.

It was just a few moments later, as our bus stopped for a break in Portland, that a young man sitting towards the back of the bus with me asked if I was going to the game. "Of course!", I replied, to which he responded with a "yeah, me too" of his own. I asked if he was a Seahawks fan, to which he replied "screw the Seahawks, Niners baby! We're gonna beat you guys bad! I've been waiting for revenge for months!" I laugh and figure that this was the universe's way of teaching me to respect my brother, even if he's supposed to be my enemy. 


We continue chatting as we walk off the bus, another 22 hours of travel remaining for us to talk trash, life, and everything in between. I was excited for the ride down the West Coast, an excellent game on Thanksgiving, and whatever else I was sure to find in between. I missed my lady, my family, and my friends back home but it was their memory and their faces that kept me going and kept me inspired. No matter what happened next, I would always have them to love, and I was thankful for that. Life was great and hopefully just about to get better!

Sunday, November 23, 2014

Highway To Hell


Real life and the Seahawks appeared to be morphing together. The ups and moments of positivity this season have been less prevalent than last year. It was easy riding the wave of good vibes and momentum en route to a Super Bowl championship last year, anybody could have done what I did. It just felt so right. This year though, this year was different. Trips to the doctor, hospital visits for my loved ones, being fired, and things just not bouncing the right way generally. Life has a way of balancing things out and after last year's miracle run, I really can't complain about anything. The phrase, "playing with Hausch money" comes to mind.


Still, the belief that there would be a repeat was strong. Seahawks fans believed it, front office folks believed it, and I'm sure the players did too. There were catchy sayings like "rePete" and who wouldn't want to believe after having witnessed the beauty that was 2013. I especially believed, so much so that I sit here on this flight from Detroit to Seattle to continue to try and witness a Seahawks Super Bowl repeat. It's game day as a matter of fact, and the Seahawks are about to hook it up with the NFC West leading Arizona Cardinals. In all likelihood, a loss here and the chances of another Seahawks Super Bowl were probably sunk.

Nobody said repeating was going to be easy though, and this is the reality that stares us in the face. However, one can't lose sight of the lessons learned along the journey. Even when things don't go your way, especially when they aren't going your way, it's important to find the silver linings. Life's beauty and it's meaning are evident in nearly everything we do. Sometimes, it's more amazing when we fall because then it sets up our opportunity to redeem ourselves. I've always relished the opportunity at redemption in this life because it isn't always guaranteed. 

Despite redemption not being guaranteed, this was exactly the opportunity I was being afforded when the Seahawks traveled to the Midwest to take on their old AFC west foes, the Kansas City Chiefs. Just a few weeks earlier, I had traveled 22 hours on a Greyhound to St. Louis. The Seahawks were taking on the Rams and well, we all know how that ended. An impressive comeback attempt by Seattle that fell just a bit short. Jeff Fisher and the Rams opening up the bag of tricks to pull off the upset. After tasting the bitter taste of defeat I flew back home, a less strenuous 5 hour ride than the 22 hour trek to get there.

It may have been a more manageable trip home, but I couldn't help but feeling that I sold my self short. I could have saved even more money by bussing it home, but I didn't think I'd survive 22 additional hours on a Greyhound home. Especially after a loss, I thought the effects would have been devastating. When it was all said and done though, I was left with regret. Regret for not pushing myself to my limits. Regret for not finding out what I was truly capable of. I had doubted myself, and now I was full of regret. That's the ugly thing about self-doubt. It's a dangerous cycle to fall victim to, and it can be very tough to pull yourself out of it and start believing in yourself again.

Here was the opportunity though, knocking on my door. The Seahawks were traveling back to Missouri. I was still hurting financially, so the bus would be the only mode of transportation that I could afford. This time, I had no choice. Life was deciding for me. I'd be taking a series of busses from Manhattan to KC and there was nothing I could do about it. I embraced this opportunity knowing that not everyone gets a shot at a mulligan and this time, I was. Now hopefully the result of the game would be more pleasant.

What a difference a few days can make. One day you're enjoying an excellent trip with a friend, watching the Seahawks beat said's friend team into submission. A few days later and you're rushing from your job selling pickles on a New York City street corner just to catch a Megabus to Chicago. As I boarded that bus, I had literally no clue what to expect of this upcoming journey. All I knew was that I was ready for whatever life was going to throw at me.

You've got to follow your dreams in life, even if those dreams cross through Toledo. In fact, especially if they cross through Toledo! Penn State, Cleveland, and Chicago were the "bigger" stops along the way, but Toledo was the one I was most excited about. After years of watching the MAC on TV since childhood, I could not believe that I was at the home of the Blue Rockets. What can I say? I'm weird. The bus is pretty empty, so no need for people to be stuffed in together like a can of sardines. 

This 17 hour trip to Chicago would have been your run of the mill bus ride to the Midwest, if not for one man. This man was sitting just two rows behind me. After hearing the man talk to those around him, I could tell that he was a person with a lot on his mind and with a lot to say. A storyteller if you will. Much of my life I've been considered a storyteller as well, so I took interest to the tales he was spinning for our fellow weary travelers.

It wasn't until I heard the man mention his aspirations as a writer that I turned around and took note. He's positive of the fact that he's written a great book, the only thing is he needs someone to publish it. I could definitely relate. I struck up a conversation with him and the rest was history. Within minutes of introducing myself, the man and I were deeply engaged in conversation. He tells me that his name is Castro, only it's not really Castro, that's just a pseudonym of created because of the nature of his business. Castro needs to transfer in Cleveland to a bus headed towards South Bend.

I ask if he's a Notre Dame fan making the trip to watch the Fighting Irish play Northwestern. He replies with a wry smile and a story about his life. Like myself, Castro was born and raised in Queens. Fate had brought us together for a reason, we believed, as we continued to share stories about life, ideas, and the things that made us tick as humans.

After giving me the background details of who he is, Castro finally tells me what's bringing him to South Bend. Cigars, and lots of them. As a matter of fact, he tells me that he hasn't had to work for 2 1/2 years. His routine consists of traveling to Paramus, New Jersey and picking up $366 dollars worth of cigars. He then goes to the biggest football venues of the week and proceeds to sell the cigars individually in the parking lot to partying tailgaters. Shady, sure. Illegal, yeah. However, you've gotta pay the bills and everything else about Castro's character screamed genuinely good human being.

He gets off in Cleveland and we agree to keep in touch. This chance encounter gives me hope that maybe this trip wouldn't be so grueling after all. If there were enough people like 'Castro' along the way, I'd actually enjoy myself rather than dread the hours lost along the way.

I eventually get to Chicago, and it's freezing out. The Windy City earned every bit of it's reputation, but reports were that it was even worse in Kansas City. My layover until my next bus is 12 hours, but I'm too broke to really do anything in Chicago. I wanted to try some alligator sausage per Greg's recommendation, but I stuck with a cream cheese bagel from Dunkin Donuts instead. Besides, after walking around the city for a bit and seeing all of the skyscraper's, I had had enough. It's like New York City and DC had a kid.

Next up was the bus to Kansas City. At first, I had planned on staying awake and writing. With nothing to look at outside though, the desolate non-stop rolling hills literally put me to sleep. I'm one of 10 people on the bus, and I have nearly the entire top deck of the bus to myself. When we arrive in Kansas City 12 hours later, I'm feeling refreshed after all of the sleep I was able to catch up on. 


The first thing that greets me in KC is a power plant with plumes of smoke billowing out from it. It's a classic Americana image, and immediately reminds me of the trip to Indianapolis that Greg and I took last season for the game against the Colts. Unfortunately, Greg was unable to make it to KC this time, which hurt because I knew how badly he had wanted to check out one of the crowned jewel's of the midwest. We had hoped that this and the Chargers game would have been switched around when the schedule's were released, and that we'd be able to catch a game at Kaufmann Stadium. Little did we know what a season the Royals would end up having. That would have been one for the ages.

However, real life matters called and Greg would have to skip out. It was just me getting off at that makeshift bus stop on 3rd Street and Grand. It's my first time seeing snow for the year, as there's an inch or so of the white stuff accumulated on the ground below. I walk in to a random Midwestern diner asking how to get to Arrowhead Stadium. The friendly waitress playfully asks one of the patrons if she should serve me or not, considering my choice of attire. My lime green and navy beanie and matching Seahawks scarf making my allegiances known right from the get-go.

That's the thing about Kansas City though. She was only kidding, and ended up helping me find my way to the next bus stop over on 10th and Main. People in Kansas City might take loud and tough, but underneath it all they're warm and hospitable and want to make a good impression for their underrated city. It's 6:45 AM by the time I get on the bus to Arrowhead, and immediately a dude with dreads starts ragging on me because of my gear. "Hey man, we did you guys a favor! We took care of the Broncos for you in the Super Bowl", I said, as the man starts to laugh hysterically.

''That's my team, dude! I AM a Broncos fan", he retorts, as I start laughing just as hysterically. He says he'd rather not rehash the events of February 2nd, so being a gentleman, I oblige. He starts talking about how the Chiefs are going to take us down because of the power of Arrowhead, although he would love it if the Seahawks proved him wrong. It pains him to have to root for the Seahawks with those wounds still so fresh, but such is life as a fan in the NFL. Before I know it, I'm talking with the entire back of the bus about the game. They're confident in their Chiefs, and I admit that the prospect of Charles, Houston, and Smith having big games is something that worries me.

About an hour later and our bus pulls up to a gas station across from the Kansas City stadiums. I hop off the bus and directly in front of me stands Peter Flores, the head of the Midwest Seahawkers. We catch up for a minute before he asks "you ready to bartend?" I'm beyond thrilled at this point, as I had had a blast bartending at the tailgate prior to the Rams game. I had thought of the possibility of doing it again in KC, but didn't know if my services would be required. Luckily, they were. At one point, there are 15 Seahawks fans in this random gas station, and it's starting to look and feel like some of the road games from last season.


We hop in a white SUV and cross the road to enter the parking lot area. After the quickest tailgate setup in league history, we were up and rolling and ready to serve. Thank god for that propane tank I was parked next to, otherwise the 20 degree weather wouldn't have been fun, at all. I'm pouring drinks and chatting fans of both teams up. The atmosphere is fantastic, as KC's version of Blue Thunder swings by and starts jamming as Seahawks respond by dancing to their beats.

I was devouring some absolutely heavenly KC barbecue, when some familiar face peeked under the tent. It was Leif and James! I scream out a scream of pure happiness, as this mark's Leif's first game of the season. Hopefully this would help with rediscovering the magic of 2013. Leif brings an amazing positive energy to Seahawks games that can not be denied.

Not only was Leif there, but PredatorHawk made an appearance as well. I was making a drink when all of a sudden I got a request for a "Beast Mode." The Beast Mode was the drink of the day, as it had been in St. Louis just a few weeks earlier. This request was special though, as PredatorHawk was the one holding up the cup and I couldn't disappoint.

We continue pre-gaming and just a few minutes before kickoff, a man named Ben comes up to me and offers me an extra ticket. I had purchased a ticket for $20 the day earlier in Section 307, but this ticket was in section 108, which was where the Midwest Seahawkers would be sitting! Luck had smiled upon me once more. The group makes it's way to the stadium entrance, a massive tilt between two 6-3 teams waiting in the offing.

Once inside the stadium, it's apparent that the atmosphere is legit. I had heard the legends of Arrowhead, and they appeared to be real. This is what it was all about. These were the types of day that I lived for. Two great teams, a hostile environment, sprinkle in some great food and pregame antics, and you have a recipe for the perfect "football Sunday."


The game didn't get off to the perfect start, as Paul Richardson fumbles on the opening kickoff. Luckily, Jeron Johnson jumps on top of the ball and danger is averted. The opening drive sags however, and the Seahawks are forced to punt the ball away. It had been 29 games since the Seahawks defense allowed a touchdown on their opponent's opening drive, but that's exactly what happened on this day. Jamaal Charles glides into the end zone after Alex Smith pitches it to him on a perfectly executed option run to the right pylon. It was a crumby start, but no one said winning at Arrowhead was going to be easy.

What's important is that the Seahawks responded. Throughout the day in fact, they did a pretty good job of responding to adversity and to Kansas City scores. After Hustle Wilson marched the lads down the field, he finds Doug Baldwin in the end zone to tie the game at 7. Doug does an excellent job of keeping the play alive with Russell evading pressure, something that has been lacking from the Seahawks receiving core this season. This touchdown showed that this day would be no different from most for the Seahawks under Pete Carroll. The Seahawks were going to be in this game to the very end.

However, the loss of Brandon Mebane in the middle of defense coupled with the continued absence of linebacker Bobby Wagner meant that it was always going to be a long day for the Seahawks defense. Their efforts to contain the Chiefs rushing attack which was spearheaded by Charles, Davis, and Thomas did not go according to plan. Charles especially was effective at reaching the second level and creating missed tackles while picking up chunks of yardage for KC in the process. These critical losses for the Seattle defense would create problems for them all day long.

Still, the Seahawks resiliency was on full display. Despite allowing another Charles touchdown, they answer with a nice drive that continues to eat up yardage as well as clock. Unfortunately, this drive stalls out and the 'Hawks have to settle for a field goal from Hausch. It would be a prelude of things to come.

The Seahawks defense continued to fight on before the half, despite generally being gashed by the Chiefs running game and unable to get consistent pressure on official Seahawks-killer Alex Smith. It looks like the Chiefs are going to put up another score before the half, but Earl Thomas plays hero and forces a fumble from Travis Kelce at around midfield. It's an opportunity for the Seahawks to redeem themselves and get into the end zone before the half, which we know isn't always guaranteed in this life. However, once again the Seahawks offense just can't seem to make that final big play to get themselves into the end zone for 6. Hausch bangs home another gimme, and the Seahawks head to the half down 1 at 14-13.


Leif, James, and I agree that although the team left some points on the board, this was a pretty good start all things considered. Down 1 at the half in one of the league's toughest environments? We all agreed that we'd take it, and that we believed that Russell would lead the Seahawks to victory in the second half. The half is about to end, when our old friend Garret from Super Bowl weekend in New York City last season appears in the corner of my eye. We call him over and he joins are section of 40 or so screaming Seahawks fans.

The game continues on in the second half with Kansas City's offense picking up where they left off in the first. It's become apparent to us in 108 at this point that the 'Hawks just aren't going to be able to stop the Chiefs ground game with all of their injuries. We must outscore Kansas City in this second half if we want the win, the defense won't be able to held them back for too long. They're able to hold KC to a field goal, but the threat that the Chiefs are posing is definitely real. 

This game marked a banner day for Leif and I. It was the first time we actually got to sit together during a game. We had been to countless games together, but never had the chance to sit in the same section. Just two seats apart now, we were finally getting the opportunity. Sitting next to him and James was as much fun as I've had cheering for the Seahawks since last season. We left it all out there in the stands on this day. Not only the three of us, but the rest of the Midwest Seahawkers made Seahawks fans all around the globe proud. Our voices were loud and constant. In fact, we rivaled the noise that Chiefs fans in our section were able to muster up.

I'm sure some are wondering, what about the crowd noise? Is it really louder than the CLink? I'd have to say, no. While I thought it was great that Chiefs fans rarely, if ever, sat down at all during the entire game, that was probably more due to the fact that it was 18 degrees and you might get frozen to your seat if you did try sitting down. Generally, noise wasn't an issue, unless it was 3rd or 4th down. When the CLink is really rocking, it's rocking on every single down. We'll need that kind of non-stop atmosphere for the Cardinals game, that's for sure.

This incredible game of back and forth, old school type football with a focus on the ground game continues to entertain. Once again, it's Earl Thomas saving the Seahawks defense' bacon, this time forcing a fumble by stripping the ball from Jamaal Charles as Charles fights to keep the play alive and get every yard possible. It's Longhorn on Longhorn crime in the Midwest, as Earl's play gives the Seahawks a jolt in the arm they greatly needed.

The Seahawks continue to drive well and pick up yardage, however, they can't seem to punch the ball into the end zone. It's 4th and goal from the Kansas City 2 yard line now, and Seattle is going to go for it. I love the call, but it ends unfavorably for Seattle with Doug Baldwin's plea for pass interference falling upon deaf zebra ears. Our section agrees that it probably was PI, but that the refs will never call it down there in that situation. Funny enough, the league issues an apology on the call just a few days later. Doug wasn't lying. It's all fitting though, as the game was being officiated by Seattle antihero Bill Leavy. He of Super Bowl XL infamy, of course.


And wouldn't you know it? Of course it would be ex-Chief Tony Moeaki who would be on the receiving end of a floater from Hustle in the back of the end zone. The Seahawks were now up 20-17, their first lead of the game. The moxie and perseverance they were showing was truly impressive. It was far from the perfect game on display, but the Seahawks didn't need perfection, just a win would do. 

The Seahawks first lead of the game didn't last for long though. Unfortunately, the Chiefs did what they had been doing all day long, and gashed the Seahawks defense en route to an easy touchdown for Kniles Davis. That momentum swing seemed to take the air out of the defending Champions from Seattle. That, as well as the loss of Center Max Unger. We knew it was bad in 108 when the cart drove out on to the field. We didn't want to speculate on the severity of the injury, but we knew that Max was probably done for the day.

And wouldn't you know it, the loss of Unger would play a vital role in the ending of this game. It's not like the Seahawks didn't have a chance to get even. They continued to move the ball downfield, and Marshawn Lynch continued to be a magician on the field. His performance stood out to me as the best performance of any Seahawk on the day, his unbelievable balance and power making him almost impossible to bring down for KC defenders. Even Marshawn was playing hurt though, his balky back once again making things harder on the big fella than it had to be.

When the Seahawks faced another fourth down at around midfield, we knew that this would probably be the play of the day. We were calling for the Beast in 108, and we got our wish. Only, the outcome wasn't what we had imagined. Stuffed, Dontari Poe and company absolutely throttling JR Sweezy and the Seahawks O-Line. It was another massive defensive stand for the stifling Chiefs defense. We were down, but we weren't out. However, a comeback in the waning minutes of the game in such a tough environment would be extremely tough.

The Seahawks defense did it's part though, and held strong. The ball continued to NOT bounce our way though, as on the ensuing punt a bevy of Chiefs special teamers collaborate on pinning the Seahawks offense deep inside their own 5 yard line.

We're so used to seeing Russell lead this team through the improbable, that I still believed. After all, he had done it once before during his rookie season in Chicago. The 98 yard drive he engineered to force overtime is the stuff of Seahawks lore. That's the game I had on my mind as Russell started his newest comeback effort. This wasn't Chicago though, and it wasn't 2012. Instead, this one ended for Seattle on an incomplete pass to Paul Richardson. It was uneventful, and it hurt. It stung badly.


I tried to not let the defeat get to me it, but for some reason this one hurt so bad. Maybe it was the 33 hour travel just to get there, maybe it was the prospect of 33 hours back home with a fresh, tough loss on my mind. Whatever it was, this one hurt more than most. As people, we want to think that when we believe in something and work hard at it, that it'll work out for us. I was foolish in thinking that my travels would make a difference in the game's outcome, but I had known this all along.

The Midwest Seahawkers gathered in the parking lot before heading back to the hotel. Leif and James bid farewell, a drive back to Minneapolis staring them in the face. Garret and I hitched a ride with Peter and the Seahawkers, but the rest of what happens is a mystery to me. Jameson playing the part of great equalizer. Before I knew it, it was time for me to head to the bus station to catch my ride back home. I think it was Garret who helped get me to the bus station in one piece, only it was the wrong bus station!
I had hit rock bottom. My cab driver drops me off in a random hotel parking lot, right beside my bus home for the night. He tells me that all I have to do is go inside the hotel where the bus driver is staying and wait for him in the lobby. Unfortunately, that's not how things work, but it only cost me $6. A police officer and the hotel receptionist inform me that I'll have to walk to the bus station a little way's away instead. I was lost, the Seahawks had lost, and the trip home was looking brutal. I did the only thing I knew how and called my lady to hear her voice.


She worried for me. She could tell that I wasn't in a great situation. I'll never forget her telling me to get it together and go find my bus home! I'll never forget the worry in her voice and how it made me feel. I took my lady's advice and trekked it to the bus station, not before falling face first on a patch of grass that was missing a divot. I picked myself up, and carried on.

I finally did catch that bus. I was exhausted from the events of the past 3 days and passed out straight through until we made it back to Chicago. My layover wasn't quite this long this time, and as I boarded my noon Greyhound bus home to NYC, I thought that finally the end of this marathon journey was in sight.

I make my way on to the bus and there's a man with a mohawk and tattoos talking to himself. I figure it's no big deal, but then he stands and blocks the aisle way to say "I know you all hate me, please, someone punch me in the face!" The nervous bus riders look around at one another, wondering if they should do anything. He sits back down and everything appears to be okay. Our bus is about to depart, and the man stands once again with the same speech. I think of the 17 hours of travel ahead, and decide that I can't put up with it. I tell the bus driver about the man and she passes the message along to security. Security removes the man from the bus, as it turns out he's schizophrenic and his mother did not show up although she was supposed to be riding with him.

It was a sad turn of events, but it had to be done. A mother with her newborn child thanks me and suddenly everyone is no longer on edge. I look up at the bus number and laugh, #6660 of course. Bus #6660, 66 hours of travel...it was a truly hellacious trip. I spoke too soon though, as the front door to the bus breaks in Indiana. Luckily, we're at a rest stop in the middle of nowhere, but we remain stranded waiting for a repairman for over 2 hours. The repairman finally comes and saves the day and we're on our way, but now I miss my connecting bus in Cleveland.

Luckily, I did, because it was there that I met Andre. Andre was a German traveler who was also traveling on bus #6660. He strikes up a conversation with me and we discuss a wide range of topics varying from Dirk Nowitzki, the universe, Kevin Willis, traveling, and the 1995 Houston Rockets. After I tell him of my Seahawks travels and the struggles they've encountered during their quest for a repeat, he reminds me that it's always harder to repeat than it is to win it the first time. He mentions that, as a big fan of basketball, he remembers the '95 Houston Rockets repeating despite a relatively unsuccessful regular season. They got in as a #6 seed and then proceeded to steamroll the 3, 2, and 1 seeds en route to a convincing finals victory against the Orlando Magic.

Andre inspired me, because I was starting to think that maybe it wasn't the Seahawks year. Maybe it wasn't meant to be and I had misread the tea leaves. Maybe it was time to go home and put this journey on hold and return to my family and my amazingly understanding girlfriend. Faithfully by Journey was playing on my headphones, and it struck a chord with me. It made me think of Laura and everything she had done for me. For the first time during my travels, I had thought about calling it quits. I won't lie.

Andre talked me back from that ledge, reminding me that life can still be beautiful even when you don't win. Even if the Seahawks didn't win, it was still a remarkable story that needed to be told. Life is full of up's and downs. I couldn't get too high, and I couldn't get too low. I had to bounce back and stay the course with the plan.

I finally made it back to New York City on Tuesday afternoon. I was down, but I wasn't out, just like the Seahawks. I had survived the toughest travel of this year and a half long journey to date, but it wasn't about to get any easier. The Cardinals were 9-1 and looking for blood. This season hadn't followed the script, at all, but it wasn't over yet, despite what the bandwagoners who were jumping overboard might think. History was littered with teams who struggled throughout the season, only to sneak into the playoffs, catch fire, and go on to win it all. Why not Seattle this year? Why not us? I headed straight to work after my bus arrived in Manhattan, and I was ready for the stretch run that would ultimately decide the fate of the 2014 Seattle Seahawks.